MOTH: one week

today is the one week mark of seamus coming home.
it feels like longer. is that a bad thing?

i've realised why i don't blog so much. there is no feed back. yeah sure comments, blah blah. but do i get any? barely! and you can call me an attention monger if you want, but it kind of irritates me to write out a whole blog entry and think, hm. i bet no one is gonna read that. some might argue that it's not the point of who and how many people are reading it, but to shit out all your thoughts. but then why keep one online? hm. also, i guess i feel like i'm just sitting here talking to myself which makes me think, i already know this stuff. and also, i bore myself so it's a pretty mundane task to be sitting here basically talking to myself, when myself bores me. gah!
but i write anyway.
cause i suppose that one day i'll want to look back on it and say "what a dweeb"
:)

and now you tell me that you're having my baby! i'll tell you that i'm happy if you want me to.
WHAM!

it's 10:25
tommy - are you awake, sweetness?
today was supposed to be a trip to philly for tommy and i but i don't know if it will be happening. my parents are cool with watching the puppy (cause they aren't nearly as neurotic about it as i am) but they have michael and gianna today for a few hours and i wouldn't want to leave them with the puppy too. it's a handful with everyone in the house and the puppy wanting to chew on everything and everyone. we'll see how they feel about it. but if not tommy and i will most likely be taking a little trip to the bamboo forest. which isn't really a forest. more like a whole lot of bamboo, grown in one spot with a trail going thru it. but it's a really awesome feeling being in there. it's really quiet and shady and calm. you don't feel like you are about 1.5 miles away from rt.1 traffic. plus it's always an amazing op for photos.
then i've got to get shoes to wear for the wedding, and a wedding gift. yikes! so even if we stay around here, we'll probably be out alot of the day.
maybe we'll take a trip to princeton and bring seamus to flower station!
maybe.

i have a picture pinned to my wall - an image of you and of me and we're laughing, we're loving it all.

thought: i wish i weren't so pale. where's the summer? where are my lazy mid-mornings of lyingon the beach? where's that bikini i have no right to wear? hmm.. i could use a new blankety-towely thing for sun-taking.

puppy feet!